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So the bf wants me time. Ok sure but he hangs around with girls and his friends with out me. Ok whatever. Tonight he informs me that he’s so glad to have me inn his life but he’s too tired to hang out. Last time I saw him was a week ago. And the bf tells me he’s going to make it up to me Sunday. Sundays I do an open to close at work so I will be too tired to do anything. Fuckin a. Me time ha

carrieelaine:

I haven’t had canker sores in the longest time.. NO they are NOT cold sores, they are canker or ulcers which are COMPLETELY different. They are so painful.. I’ve gargled with salt water and it helped but now they hurt worse than before :/ I just want them to go away….

Put honey right on it..do it a few times

I am 21. My mom like to act like im 18 and not allow me to have any freedom. If I don’t come home at 2am on the dot she informs me she’s takeing the plates off my car. Because she payed 400 $ of the car. If she wants to play that game then I own the waterpump and the generator. Sooooooo no car for me no water pump for her. Seems fair. And she thinks I will care if she turns off my cell. …. sup pre pay phones. Ha. She needs to get a fucking job and get off my ass. / I need to move far away and cut off all ties with my “family”. Just because people live in the same house dozen mean we are a family. Just roommates.

after mr air force boy shit talked me and alot of shit hit the fan I gave up and stopped trying. I soon meet this man who lives 3 minutes from me who’s sweet and makes me happy. This boy covered in tats makes me feel so wonderful. Like I can breath. I spent new years at his house drank and slept over now here I am watching him play gears of war 3. I got my hair cut short choppy and dyed it blue black. I feel so good about it. Idk I needed to meet this tattooed man he makes me happy and that I should be happy and my self. I know most of you might be pissed that I didn’t stick it out with airfroce boy but it was not ment to be

Last night was the first time in a long time I went out and let my hair down. I drank a bit more then I should have.. I danced and just had a good time. I brought my best friend who’s an ex with me him and I danced drank laughed and partied

That my new job calls me back tomorrow and I can call up my job and tell them im not comming in and that I quit. Yes I will quit my job on the spot that’s how much I hate it. So much bill shit. I told all my co workes that I will not be working here in a year. Im going to make something of my self.

You know that boy I was kind of seeing and he’s in the air force the one that stopped talking to me the one that screamed at me yea him… he’s talking to me now. And he’sin coming back home soon. And he wants me to see him when he’s back and I don’t know how to feel what to think. I just don’t know. Should I give him a second chance? I am just lost. With every thing. Im a at huge cross road in my life and him coming back in my life just adds another road.

I want love.

I live in new england. That snow store pretty much knocked out power for everyone and the power company is saying Friday at this rate never lol. Thank god I bought a generator we have been letting friends sleep over. But I want normal back. I have been reading and thinking way to much it isn’t good. I keep thinking about a year ago this time I met an amazing boy who left and I have been wanting to txt him to say something to him but I have too much pride to do that. To cave and I know some time soon he’s going to be back up and I don’t know what to do. It just sucks so much. I just saw my life so different from how it is now. And here I am lost. I graduate college in a few weeks. I don’t know what Im going to do. I don’t have a plan im just waiting for something to point me where to go. And as of right now there is nothing. Im just sitting and waiting because I don’t have a clue and all this stuff that’s going on is crazy and I feel like im drowning. That’s the best way to put it. A year ago I thought I would be about to move out and have a steady boyfriend I don’t know. I just don’t know.

I turn 21 today. my mom tells me not to drink.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

im 21 not 12.